Alone... ~ KiriBaku

Chapter: 12

Oml, I'm sorry lol. My sleep schedule is absolutely fucked up ever since this whole quarantine thing started, I'm basically nocturnal by now, so my updates are literally all over the place. I'm trying to at least make some schedule, but it's not working, so I am terribly sorry for my wild and random updates.

Enjoy the chapter!

3rd POV

Kirishima didn't let go of the hug for a good 3 minutes, but when he did, both boys missed the warm, homey, feeling.

"I-I.." Kirishima tried, but no matter how hard he did try, nothing came out, he didn't know what to say, sure he had been through a phase when he thought everything was hopeless, but he had never cut, he couldn't relate, so he didn't know what to say.

Bakugou seemed to notice Kirishima's struggles, because he stepped in, "Kiri, look, I know how disappointed you mist be in me, and honestly I wouldn't be surprised if you did want to leave me, who wants a let down as there boyfriend," He chuckled, a pained, humorless chuckle, "You didn't sign up for this, for any of this. I'm fucked up, broken, and you didn't know that before. So, honestly, there's no need to say anything, I understand and I just want the best, most stress free life for you."

Even when everything seemed to be upside down for Bakugou, he truly did want Kirishima happy, and Bakugou knew that he couldn't do that, he couldn't make Kirishima happy like he deserved to be happy, or laugh like there was no one else in the room. He would only bring stress for Kirishima.

"Well then, I've got some great news for you Bakugou, I don't plan on breaking up with you, no matter how far away you push me, I'll come right back to help. You aren't broken, simply lost, and I'm your map." Kirishima said, pulling out another smile he would only let Bakugou see. It was soft, caring, loving, so different from the friendly and bold ones he gave to his classmates, this smile was for Bakugou only.

"But Kirishima," Bakugou looked at Kirishima as if he were crazy, "You can't be serious. You don't actually want this, I'm only going to end up bringing you down with m-"

"So be it." Kirishima said, his bold steady voice not matching his soft expression and tear filled face.

"What?" Bakugou was thoroughly confused by now.

"Bring me down with you, if that's what it takes for you to know that I'm not leaving, if you go down, I'm going with you." Kirishima said, clear he had already made up his mind.

"But, you can't, you can't do that," Bakugou said, desperately trying, he almost wanted to just get up and walk out, he didn't want Kirishima to commit himself to someone who was so unstable, so broken.

"But I can," Kirishima's voice turned soft again and he looked at Bakugou with love in his eyes as he sat down on the bed, reaching out to caress Bakugou's cheek with the back of his hand. "Without you, Bakugou, I am incomplete, I wouldn't leave you even if I could." Kirishima chuckled slightly, wiping away a single tear that made it's way down Bakugou's face.

For the first time in Bakugou's life, he felt, or assumed he felt, what everyone else felt when they say they felt loved, Kirishima really wasn't going to leave, and as the realization dawned to Bakugou, he began to lean into Kirishima's touch once again, letting a few more tears go down his face. "Thank you.." This earned Bakugou a bear hug from his boyfriend.

Aizawa's POV

I just laughed, ok, so maybe Yama and I had been listening through the door, but at least we knew that Bakugou had someone, willing to do anything for him.

"Come on, we really should be getting it of here now," I say, lightly taking Zashi's hand, walking upstairs to the hospital food place. (A/N: Forgot if they call them cafeterias for cafes, idk.) I needed a coffee.