This isn't smut
I am sorry for deceiving you
I don't know why I even did this
I am going to say something that's controversial and if anyone reads this I'll probably lose followers
I strongly dislike Blaire White
I dislike her for many reasons
Mom,Dad since you can apparently see everything I do on my phone,I'm sorry for existing
You should've got an abortion when you had the choice
Please don't get in a fight in the comments about abortion
Please?
So,to the few people that what to read this,can you ask me questions for my book?
Please?
Wow I'm pathetic Haha
I have watched V Team 2 an unhealthy amount of times
If there is a straight parade ever I'm done living on this planet
I may have cut again after not cutting for 3 weeks
Well,I was technically forced to stop
So thanks for taking away my coping mechanism parents
Yes I know there are alternatives to cutting
But I've tried all of them and nothing works
Wow,this got dark fast
So,can you ask me questions for my story?
I'm so fucking annoying
Wait
Should I write letter to myself and post it?
So,tell me in the comments if you want me to do that
That was too many wants in one sentence
Anyway
Bye
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