Im broken. I have been though hell and back. I have seen the worst in myself.I have seen terrible things; done terrible things.
I am hurting. The pain I feel everyday is nothing compared to the utter loneliness I feel.
I am lost without the them. They where my rock. The ones that built me to be stronger, better. They where the example I set for myself. And I fell short. I can never be the person I set out to be. I kept messing up until I lost everything and everyone. I nothing felt. But I'll rise up. I'll show them they where wrong. Ill rise up to be who I want to be. Not who they want to me. And they will accept me for who I am, and if they dont I wont need them. I'll rise up stronger, better. I'll move mountains, and I'll be who I am meant to be. I'll do it a thousand time if I have to do. I am getting off of their ride. I am getting out of their fantasy and moving on to my own. I'll rise up and look in the mirror. And when I do, ill see me
