If You Want To View Paradise ( Steven Universe )

Welcome To Hell

Steven had been keeping all of his emotions to himself. For reasons that he considered to be valid and relevant. The gems weren't helping either, they have been making him worse if anything. He wasn't a stranger to any kinds of violence, and Jasper had recently taught him how using anger and rage is a good idea.

Steven was sitting in his bed, looking out the balcony window. He stayed in that position for hours, until she finally decided to do something. He had a knife on his shelf that he uses to cut himself often, stained with the blood that came from his left and right arms. He has to hide them, sometimes he has to hide his arms behind his back so they won't see them. The gems think he wears the jacket for style, but they couldn't be more far off.

After a few minutes of fun, he puts the knife in a drawer and sits at his desk. He thought to himself.

Why does everything hurt?

Why can't I talk to people about how I feel?

Why do keep everything to myself?

There was no definitive answer, but there was something he could do about it.

He was planning something

And at the end of it all

He could view Paradise