"MELLY!!! Goshhhh...you're turning me on" Faith starts to complain as he continues to do it with her in bed. After an hour or so she founds out she is pregnant with his two babies. WHAT HAPPENS NEXT...FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS IN THIS BOOK.
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"FAITH!!! YOUR FRIENDS ARE HERE TO TAKE YOU OUT AND GET READY" My supportive mum was calling me from downstairs...I yelled on top of my voice "OKAY!!! LEMME GET READY TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, MUM!"
I started to brush my electric blue short length Afro hair up to my neck/shoulders as I fixed my hair into a messy bun. I wore my light blue distressed & bleached cropped denim jeans jacket on top of my white cropped hoodie (revealing my stomach),white cropped hoodie (revealing my stomach), light blue distressed & bleached skinny jeans (ripped at the bottom of my jeans, rolled up at the bottom of my jeans & revealing my ankle bones) along with a pair of black ski-8 hi top vans sneakers. I've matched it up with my mint green beanie...I had to put my silver moon pendant necklace along with my silver massive hoop earrings on both of my ears to end it off. I've got to take my black moschino backpack with me whenever I'm going out or somewhere.
I took a picture on my phone as I started to type out a caption underneath the picture and I uploaded it on my Instagram.
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@FaithRose_.bbgqueen1: My sadness can affect a person in many different ways...repairing my fucking broken heart won't be motherfucking simple 'cause you played with my feelings more than once so I'm lost within my inner soul and badly damaged on the inside of me. 💔💔💔 #FreeMyGirlHenny #Lost4MyGirlHenny #FreeHennyBbg #BrokenBitch #BrokenB #DamagedHeart
I went downstairs as I gave Jamall a massive hug (he is my best friend in the whole fucking wide world) as well as his boys...he asked me "You still tryna get yo'girl outta of jail, Faith Ma" that I told him "Yea...we've been girls since we were in fucking elementary school and y'know how long we've both been best friends for...the both of us, Jamall". He looked at me in my massive beautiful greyish-blue watery eyes...I mentioned to him "Since we were fucking babies...our motherfucking entire life like literally our whole fucking entire life have been depending on us!!!" with teardrops streaming down onto my face freely afterwards he started to wipe down the tears off my face.
"Stop being such a fucking crybaby" He says to me as a joke...I semi yelled on top of my voice at him "I'm fucking warning you...don't call me a fucking crybaby or else I'mma beat yo'motherfucking ass up" with teardrops continuing to stream down onto my face (whenever I was mad or depressed I would start to cry non-stop 'cause I got severe depression, bipolar disorder & anxiety since we were growing up from being tiny adorable babies).
I headed off downstairs with Jamall...I pulled out my iPhone 8 out of my light blue distressed & bleached cropped denim jeans jacket as I started to take a picture of myself again before I left the house with my friends.
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@FaithRose_.bbgqueen1: When love hits you hard in yo'motherfucking heart til it bleeds but these scars won't heal on it's fucking own...'cause you made it bleed til I die in my fucking dreams plus yo'friendship and comfort is ma fucking closure to this pain I'mma going thru. #FriendshipGoals #Closure #LoveScars #BrokenScars #BrokenBitch #Broken #Damaged- YNWMelly
I put my white beats by dr.dre headphones over my ears...I was working on a new song. It is called 'Suicide Baby Love (pt.1)' for my latest debut album 'Toxic Love 💔'.
Yo'love is keepin me fucking alive...I've been tryna call you 'bout a billion motherfucking times plus you tryna make me lose my fucking mind over ya. I ain't yo'dumb bitch or plaything.
Gettin goosebumps on my back...lil baby tryna jump on my back hit dat shit back wit yo'love is keepin me fucking alive like my prescribed medicines...bring me down when I'm depressed to the floor...let dat rain pour down on me motherfucking hard wit ma cloud shreddin tears over my head.
It's suicidal baby love for you. It's suicidal baby love for you. Yo'love tryna put me back to fucking sleep in yo'loving arms but I'mma let dat rain pour down on me motherfucking wit ma cloud shreddin me apart.
I mentioned to him "Ayoooo!!! I got a recording session at the studio...you wanna come wit me, Jamall???" as he told me "C'mon!!! I wouldn't fucking mind hangin out at the studio wit ya, Faith Ma" I gave him a death stank eye look on my face as a joke that I semi yelled to him "ONLY FUCKING JOKING!!! YOU KNOW...I was playin wit you" I ended up bursting out of laughter. He was starting to grab my black moschino backpack off me as I tried to grab it back from him...I started to pout my lips together along with a dead stank eye look on my face.
"You seem a bit angry there, Faith Ma" He started to tease me in front of my mum as I playfully started to roll my eye backwards...I shouted "MUMMY!!! JAMALL ISN'T GIVING MY FUCKING BACKPACK BACK TO ME...CAN YOU TELL HIM TO GIVE IT BACK???" that my mum told him "Jamall...Give her backpack back to her plus I'mma give you permission to let you drive for her...please???" all of a sudden he gave my black moschino backpack back to me. He helped me put my black moschino backpack onto my back before we headed out of the house...I received a lot of text messages from my girl Crystel on iMessage...I reply to them before going into the car with my best friend Jamall & his boys.
iMessage to Crystel (Princess)💕👑💕
Crystel (Princess)💕👑💕: Heyyyy!!! Hru and what r u doin atm, my girl Faith???
Me: 'bout to head off to the studio wit my bestie Jamall & his boys...so wbu???
Crystel (Princess)💕👑💕: Oh cool!!! I'm just in my room rn and fucking chillin on ma ones...that's all, my girl Faith.
Me: Gonna send u guys the release date of ma new album...when I get to release it I'mma txt u guys straight away😂😂😂.
Crystel (Princess)💕👑💕: Ight Bitch!!! Meet u at skl in 'bout an hour...betta not be comin in an hour fucking later or so😐 .
I put my iPhone 8 back into my light blue distressed & bleached cropped denim jeans jacket coat pocket as I continued to work on my song for a little second or so til we arrive at the studio. I bite my lips anxiously til my body couldn't stop shaking plus shivering.
Thunder struck across the scar off my face wit my fucking bleeding heart drop dead over the floor...it's a fucking homicide and a suicide bitch wit yo'tears pourin all over on me like rain clouds. Stitch my heart up wit a needle and a thread in yo'hands...sew me up like a doctor into pieces to repair dis fucking damage done to ma heart.
It's suicidal baby love for you. It's suicidal baby love for you.
I've taken a bite of my oozy,gooey chocolate fudge cupcake as I started to take a sip from my strawberry mango smoothie from McDonalds...Jamall snatched it out of my hands and took a sip from it.
"GIVE ME BACK MY FUCKING STRAWBERRY MANGO SMOOTHIE OR ELSE I'MMA BEAT YO'MOTHERFUCKING ASS UP TODAY BEFORE WE HEAD OFF TO SCHOOL, JAMALL!!!" I started to beg to him with adorable puppy dog eyes look on my face as he took a large sip from it by saying "Oops!!! I just finished it...sorry...I'll buy you another one before we headed off to school, Faith Ma" with an innocent look on his face that I pinched his cheeks softly & told him "Fine...you gonna fucking pay for me or what 'cause I'm fucking craving it so motherfucking bad now, Jamall" at the same time I started to playfully rolling my eye backwards.
"You got yo'self a short-tempered bitch of a bestie there and I wouldn't take that personally if I were you, Jamall" One of his home boys shouted on top of their voices as he mentioned to them "So what..Does it look like I'mma listen to y'all dumb-ass bitches??? I'mma still gonna doin it for her 'cause she gonna end up beating my motherfucking ass off if I don't buy it for her" with a frown look on his face.
