I called it "I'd rather"
I'd rather love you in my silence,
Because in my silence no one can contest me.
I'd rather love you in my dreams,
Because in my dreams no one owns you but me.
I'd rather say "I love you" in the wind,
Because in the wind no one can hear it.
I'd rather keep myself from a distance
Because from a distance, I can see your emotions but you can never see mine.
I'd rather be weak,
Because in my weakness nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
I'd rather in prison my thoughts and ideas of loving you,
Because in prison, there's no need for a higher aim to vindicate me for what I feel
I'd rather work behind the clouds
Because behind the clouds are my prayers asking to keep you safe, though no credit shall I receive.
I'd rather work behind shadows
Because behind the shadows I am inconspicuous , only the lights of other people around you can be notice.
I'd rather be a star rather than a Sun or a Moon.
Because the star is barely noticeable yet always around
I'd rather love one woman in my entire life and I wanted it to be you.
Because you are my every woman in the world.
I'd rather be your nothing rather than to be your everything,
Because when the time comes that when your everything failed to give you what you need, I John Renz A. Flores who is nothing for you will do my everything just to give you what you need.
