I love you like you love me,
But I'm tired of you like you're tired of me.
I liked it better when you weren't here.
Like when you weren't there.
I can see the pain in emotionless stare.
I know inside a part of us care,
But Love is not the only thing we share.
Like hate, lust, sadness, anger, pain, while lost in darkness,
I don't get why I do all the things i do,
I don't know why I say the mean things I say.
Like I'm out to make you pay ignoring things you say,
Things you believe in, till you feel like your sinking,
Question the thoughts you're thinking.
Dating me you might begin drinking
Just to drown your feelings which feel like their killing every part of you
Wondering what's wrong with you.
Or is it me?
I don't even know what's wrong with me.
Is it in my brain? Will I ever be the same? Is the man I wanna be gone?
Why can't I see all my wrongs?
I ignore every sign.
It's because I fell in love with the pain.
It's s addicting to the point it's sickening, and it's all your getting cause it's all I'm givin,
I'm the unforgiven.
But that's a dark side I try to hide, it's why I always fight inside my mind,
Doing it to myself all the time,
It's what I do.
But a part of me inside loves you.
It's why loving you I'll always chase,
Cause I can't forget how good loving you can taste
as I ignore all the tears running down your face,
wishing you could escape from this place you feel trapped in.
Can't you see how much we suffer?
This is just scratching the surface.
As we try to swim but all we're doing is drowning in sin.
Feeling no matter what neither of us is going to win.
Cause either of us refuse to cave in.
So instead we run circles in a vicious cycle again
Just a matter of time til you give in.
You're better off if you just give up.
Because inside I'm so screwed up.
Always put to mess everything up.
It's why it's best if I lock this heart of mine up and keep the door shut.
Cause I don't think it can take another shot, another crack, like wishing you would come back,
the you I fell in love with before you was always on the attack
The you I fell in love with before you started always talking smack,
The you I fell in love with at the very start,
the you I gave my heart to before you tore it apart.
The you I wanted to save from her internal grave.
The you I no longer see inside of your eyes.
Is it me or is it you?
I don't know what is truth or what is lie.
I don't know what to do or What to say,
But Either way it's the same, someone is to blame for playing with love like a game.
Because since then it hasn't felt the same.
But they say love is pain.
Love can drive you insane.
Love and pick you up but.
Love can also break you down.
Love can slow down time or
Love can trap you in your mind
Love can make you feel dead
Or it can make you feel alive.
Love, some people would do anything to keep it or do anything to forget it.
It's all on how you use it or abuse it.
Cause once you do your bound to lose it
