[ I Dont Love You! I Think....] chuuya nakahara x reader

[🎋] part 1

(In this fanfic your hair is white ;w; and your ability is mind controlling) ~past~

I loved my mom dearly... But I know she did something wrong to dad...

I woke up at the sound of my house door closing and locking.

'I guess mom left early for work.. '
I thought to myself.
I got out of my bed and went to my mom's room and looked through her paperworks, files and drawers.

I was searching for any clues about my dad.
Until I found a journal hidden at the bottom of the drawer.

I opened it up and flipped to the very last page and read it.

' I don't know how to confess to my daughter that i killed her dad....
She really loved him..... I just hope she understands why I killed him.. '

My eyes widened as I read it.
'why? Just why?! '
Went through my head.
I shook them off and went to change.

After I changed I got myself some iced meal package and microwaved it.

~after a few hours later

I hear the door unlocking.
I knew it was mom coming back from work.
'What if... I use my ability on her..?'

I looked at my hands and an evil grin slowly spread on my face.

I ran to my mom as fast as I could and hugged her.
Holding her tightly i pressed my hands on her back and activating my ability.

I slowly walked away from her .
I saw her eyes glowing bright purple.
She was just standing there.
'She's probably under my control now..'

I thought to myself.

You: " Go commit suicide."

I said out loud.
My tone being cold and aggressive.

Slowly my mom walked to the kitchen, grabbing a knife and stabbed herself in the head.

I couldn't help but grin at her lifeless body.

I called the cops.

You:"Mom just committed suicide in front of me! "

I let out fake sobs while talking to the police.

They came here pretty quickly and escorted me out of the house so I wouldn't have to see her lifeless miserable body.

~after a couple minutes

Police:" I'm sorry but we can't do anything... She's dead"

I looked at the ground and I nodded slightly while shaking.

The police said that they can protect me at the police station and make me stronger to protect myself.

But none of it worked and I just gave up after a few weeks later.

The police decided that it's for the best and put me in the adoption center.

I hate it there!

I arrived at the adoption center.

I didn't talk to any of the kids and ladies there.

The kids avoided me because of my ability.

Lady,1 :" Here's your food, y/n.. "

You:"Thank you... "

The lady got surprised that I finally spoke.

She smiled at me and left me alone.