Everybody I know makes friends so easily. I am very anti-social awkward and I just don't know how to talk to people. The people within my life people that I met that I knew wasn't going to be fake to me. Must have lost my touch. I have lost 7 friends this year one of them was the love of my life. That's what I thought. I was wrong. I've never been able to make friends can I have a few I know but they don't like talking to me hang out with me or doing anything. I'm grateful for 3 friends I have now. I just wish I could make more. Maybe in 2021
