Waking up

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ahh,something between my legs hurt!
Wait since i fell pain does it mean I'm awake?
What the hell duh I'm awake i'm like talking to myself well more like thinking what the hell am i doing ?
Talking..
Or thinking
Something  warm starts moving next to me..
I start moving my hand..
Oouuu i fell something hard like a abs
WAIT ABS!
I open my eyes in 0.01 seconds
omg!
Omg!
Omg!
Its..
Its..
Omg!
O
M
G..
Okay Isabella we get it just say the name..

Oh shut up ..
Anyway its ..its
Are you still on about this!

Mason!
Mason walker
My crush for almost 5 years now!
I look under the cover
Omg
Omg
Omg
We NAKED!
I flop back into bed!
Is this a good or bad thing..
Omg omg

My VIRGINITY!
His
His
My omggggg!

He finally wakes up and i just stare at him
He looks under the covers and back at me

And i do not dare blink
"Did we?"
And i look at him
"Ahh are you gonna answer?"

This is it the moment I've been practicing for 5years
"Ah .. y-..i think so" hell how hard is to say YES 3 freaken letter and i fail

"mmm,okay..ah i think i have to go"..okay ? That kinda hurt..
"Uh sure?" and looked the other way blinking my tears away. WHY AM CRYING
Freaking cry baby.

"Uhm Mason" i said looking at him
"Ye-ah" he says looking at me
"Are we gonna talk about what happened last night?"
"Ahh we got drunk..slept together..woke up and now I'm leaving?" He answers emotionless
I could feel the tears coming
"The HELL you broke my virginity and and and thats all you gonna say?" a tear fell..
"Well BONUS?" He says with a smile
And i just look at him not believing this
"What?" He Asks
"Unbelievable" i mumble
"What did you want me to say ? Omg marry me you the love of my life" he say laughing
And i just got up and put my clothes on and i could feel his gaze on my back.. but I didn't dare look back
When i was done i looked at the time 10:10 and back at him..
"You'll show you're self out" ans with that i left to the kitchen because i was so hungry like gosh
I heard footsteps and looked up and he was standing there with a guilty face
"I'm sorry for what i said back there" and i just nodded
"Okaybye im gonna go" i just left my thumb up
Then i saw him nod through my eyelashes and he left the minute the door closed i screamed so loud I'm sure he heard me and then the door opened again
"Uh i kinda forgot my phone" again i nodded he went up and came back down
"Are ..are you okay?" I put my thumb up and he nodded and left again

Wow to think i liked him for 5 years wow..

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