"why aren't you sitting with your boyfriend?"
stop
"ouu Koki put your arms around (y/n)"
stop
"(y/n) why aren't you talking to your boyfriend"
stop
I hate the feeling of your touch
I feel caged when I sit beside you
I'm embarrassed at the sight of us together
You were my best friend but I wished we stayed that way
One day
One day of dating and it ruined me
I hate the obsession over me
I'm not worth it
but at the same time, I'm out of your league
I hate your voice
and how you kissed me on the cheek
The feeling of you near me gave me nausea
How could I feel this
I loved when you were my best friend
How can a relationship turn me into a devil
someone so selfish and arrogant
no empathy or sympathy
You did nothing wrong but
You did everything I despise
"(y/n) seem happier now that you have a boyfriend"
Do I really?
I hate that
I wish I could feel that
How can I ruin a relationship with my best friend
The minute I said yes to your confession
I regretted all my words.
I was desperate and deprived of romantic endeavours
You broke up with your girlfriend to be with me
It hurts to know that I want nothing to do with you
I feel numb
I never want to see your face again
Koki✨
(y/n)
let's break up
Koki❤️
No, I love you, stay please
*read*
you love me, how can you say that when we only dated for a day
how can you just give your love away that easily
You're pathetic Koki
a word so sentimental that I have only spoken of it with my family
But you ruined me
You made me hate the touch
the connection
the vulnerability
the commitment
everything that I can't take back
You are not my first relationship
You were my last
