I am scared, I am alone, I have nothing to call my own, all I have are my thoughts and memories, promises that where said and broken. I wish I wasn't alone, I wish to be free of the pain I feel each day. I wish to actually be ok. Every day goes by the same, I wake up to being told I did something wrong, I sit down for a while but only to be told to get up, I get bruises in my heart till it's black and blue, no scars on my body but the ones I leave but if you look inside you will se there are plenty of deep scars fresh in me.