𝗡𝗮𝗼𝗺𝗶 | 𝗡𝗕𝗔 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗯𝗼𝘆✓ | 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱

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𝗡𝗮𝗼𝗺𝗶 𝗠𝗶𝗹𝘁𝗲𝗿
𝗡𝗮-𝗡𝗮
𝗔𝘂𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁 21, 2021

Here I am, alive, and doing well.

No, not well, that's a lie.

I'm barely making it.

It's been months since what happened between me and Kentrell, hit the world.

Me and him, plastered all over the internet, magazines, news papers, just everywhere.

It's so crazy how everything happened.

I never wanted it to get that far.

Me and the love of my life shot each other, more than once.

That day, actually the worse day of my life.

What's breaks my heart even more is that, Kentrell didn't cheat.

I did believe him, but not fully, my heart did but my mind didn't.

And so I didn't go by what my heart said.

And if I would have went by my heart, he would still be alive right now.

If that day never happened, he still would be alive right now.

No, he didn't make it out alive.

I ended up getting a headshot off of him, but he ended up shooting me in the chest.

I visit his grave everyday though, and I cried ever since that happened.

Everyday that pass, I think about him, wishing that it could have been different.

The triplets made it out okay, and I will definitely let them know who their dad is.

Ki'Rie (Ki-ree) Gaulden, Ka'Trice(Ka-trece) Gaulden, and Ka'Marie Gaulden.

I know what you thinking, a lot of K's, but Kentrell would have wanted it that way so I named them all with K's.

Don't think I'll ever find someone else to like, not even love, because I'm always thinking about Kentrell.

Sometimes I feel like he be right here with me.

Tory, she's okay. She 17 now, and got her a lil boyfriend that's her age.

Ben ass been mad about the shit, and I think it's funny.

The gang comes around, since I explained to them what happen.

I don't think they look at me the same, but they come around from time to time.

Anyways, I'm currently at the graveyard right now.

Come here most times, just to talk to him.

Decorate his grave with green of course.

I sighed looking over the words written on the grave.

Kentrell DeSean Gaulden
October 20, 1999 - January 25, 2021
Loved by many, heard by million's
A beloved, Grandson, Son, Brother, and Father