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why am i such a baby. why are my feelings so complicated all the time. why is everything so foggy and incoherent. im a danger to myself and everything around me. all i do is ruin everything,,,, maybe i should just shut my mouth and start bottling everything up again,,, might just revert to ' that ',,, might just lay in bed and cry and hug my stuffed animals and want someone to cuddle me but know that ultimately i never will get physical affection no matter how hard i wish for some,,, i had the chance then but didnt take it bc i thought she would be uncomfy. oh well. fuck my feelings im listening to girl in red