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I didn't mean to do it.
It was all an accident.
But they don't believe that.
Of course, to them I did it on purpose.
I always did.
Even though that's not the case.
I honestly didn't realise what was happening.
I never do.
Not until it was too late.
I tried to help then.
Always.
But my efforts are in vain.
It was just too late.
Nothing has been the same since it began.
I haven't slept.
At all.
How could you, if that happened?
Still does.
You can't.
Now i'm alone.
I have no one left.
But it's time now anyway.
Time for a new start.
Like so many before.
To leave it all behind.
To keep my skeletons hidden in the wardrobe.
Just like always.
To move on.
But it will always be there.
Even when I try to forget the history.
Forbidden to rest.
No matter what I do.
How hard I try.
The fact still remains the same.
The fact of what I did to them.
Still do to others.
... My Family ...
