My love That's Burning

I wake up to the tense heat burning me,
The sweat dripping down my body.
I get up to see myself in a burning mansion on fire.
I sit down watching the place burn,
Limb to limb, ash to ash.
I sit patiently on the staircase watching everything fall down, with me in it.
From the outside all you see is smoke and light, which the fire brings, but inside.... fire flames become bigger, sparks from it fly around the air.
Flames become bigger second by second. I get up and walk around to see everything or what's left of it.
I walk and walk,
Remembering all the memories of me
and my love. Pictures turn into ashes, clothes become burnt,
I cry walking leaving every memory behind. I cry thinking if things can be different
I cry blaming my self ...
I walk out of the mansion
Firefighters pushing trying to get through, trying to see if there's anyone else inside and trying to stop the fire.
I look back telling my self it's for the best when,
really, I only said this so I wouldn't be as hurt as I was.
People run to see what happened.
They run to me, but all they can see what my clothes burned, my mascara running down, my hair messy and me holding me and my love's pictures with my car keys.
I black out the world looking for him, everything was live,
Everything was on the news
He should have seen!
I guess he didn't care, he didn't love me the way
I love him.
I guess it's time to start a new life
Even if it's without my first love.