Spencer's pov
So today I start my job at the bau and my dreams are getting worse and last time I was ok I was with some I love..but I ohhhh never mind I'm late for work *Spencer then runs to the bau* "what do i do?" I look over and jump because a cute guy was there and I didn't even KNOW?! but he looked mad and I was about to say hes cute but..."hey I think your cut- oh my god are the captain of the bau?!" Spencer said he looks over to Spencer "yes? I'm hotchner "omg omg omg omg I cant I called my boss cute omg "I'm so sooo soo sorry"spencer pleated he just giggled like what the I cant- -later that day on the jet to Florida- I think I'm going to see if hes gay"hey mr.hotch ? Are you ga-"spencer got interrupted "I'm married to a woman tha-"hotch then get interrupt to "you know what I'm sorry to ask sorry I'm going to be in the restroom for a bit" I go in the bathroom not time for him to have a word I suffer with self harm so I cut .. alot but yeah I did my arms good so I kinda have to hide in here for a while -few minutes later- I hear a knock and I was asleep and I hear hotch I got so scared and when I'm scared I self harm so I hoped up to do so and I dont know what happened but I ended up in the hospital but I didn't do anything I think I was my fear get to me so I took out my iv and ran out passing the team I haven't met yet but they where worried I dont know why I know Florida well so I ran to my old house and camped there till the team found me I tried to run but Morgan stopped me they asked why I did it and I was confused but I looked down and my wrist were like all bloody and I didn't know what to do so I sat on the dirt I looked at the team but hotch wasn't there "where is hotch?" The team said "he did want to see his new one in the hospital I guess " uh I dont know but I think I did something wrong so I ended up walking around Florida and called hotch he said he just had to set up at the police station so I just continued walking till night I kind of wanted to get lost but hotch call and asked if we can talk in private so I walk a few hours back and hotch looks angry and he yells "WHY WERE YOU TAKING SO LONG REID" i step back and say " i was walking for hours and never stopped I wan-" and more yelling "REID I AM NOT GOING TO BABYSIT YOU IF I HAVE TO JUST QUIT" and so I did I quit in Florida and got stranded and flew back with what little money I had and so a few days pass and I get a call its hotch and he said "I'm sorry it wasn't appropriate to yell at a new agent that is learning " I hung but before that I yelled in the phone "MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEARN " so I went to Starbucks to help ease my anger
