Deep End ✔︎

If you listen to songs while reading I recommend these bcuz its a sad story:

• deep end: birdy
• train wreck: James Arthur
• not about angels: Birdy
• feeling Whitney: Post Malone
• Dancing with your ghost: Sasha Sloan
• Get you to the moon: Kina, Snøw

TW: suicide, suicidal toughts, attempt, drowning⚠️

He was happy.

He was happy.

That is just it.

He was happy.

That is not relevant anymore.

Happy. What is that even?

Everyone can smile, but that doesn't mean someone is happy does it?

You see when you are truly happy you feel like you are on top of the world.

Well he isn't on top of the world but does a bridge count?

The cold hard wind blowing against him. The hard, cold, dark ground underneath him. The one warm, salty tear on my left cheek rolling down.

One meter from the edge. A half meter from the edge. A jump that was all he needed.

He jumped.

Cold, freezing water surround him. Choking him. All around him. Choking him.

He didn't reach the surface. He didn't want to.

He just stayed. Underwater.

Hoping to meet his mom again.

Hoping to meet Erica, Boyd, Allison and Aiden agian.

Hoping to end the pain.

Hoping to just end it all.

The last breath.

He thought a lot about that. What was it like? Painful, peaceful or just... nothing?

His last breath.

No explanation.

Just his last breath.

One inhale, one exhale, one inhale and then one exhale and then just nothing. Just plain black.

Dark, welcoming black.

It was all over.

There where this one thing he heard before reuniting with his mom and his friends.

A banshee scream.

- sorry this was depressing. But I hope you liked it and have a nice day! Love you all!<3

Byee!<33

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