Lost It All

chapter 1

I got up around 6, took a shower, put on my blue Of Mice & Men cut-off with black jeans and a black bra underneath. I lined my arms with a dozen bracelets then tied my all-black converse before straightening my black and purple hair and applying eyeliner and mascara. After i looked half-way decent I grabbed my bag, put in one earbud that played Chelsea Smile by Bring me the Horizon, and headed downstairs. Successfully avoiding my family, i grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge along with a granola bar, then grabbed my skateboard and headed of to Hell- I mean school. 

I say that school s Hell because i dont have very many friends, none of which are real friends, and i get mostly Cs and my teachers hate me. There's this girl, Grace, she's the lead cheerleader and bullies me for being 'emo'. When i got to school i took my skateoard to my locker and grabbed some books before anyone could notice I was there and headed to class. today was the last day of school and tomorrow I'm going to an Of Mice & Men and Bring Me the Horizon concert and those are my two favorite bands and i was so excited... i was daydreaming about the concert when Grace, who today sat behind me, passed me a note. it read:

                                                     be careful riding home tonight, 

                                                       fucking emo fag.   

Great. Now i had to take the long way home, and my mom is probably going to bitch about me being late. I slid up one of my bracelets to see the cut i had made last night, then the bell rang and i speedwalked to my locker then hid in the bathroom with my skateboard for about 10 minutes. after i heard less voices outside,  creeped out of the bathroom then sprinted to the nearest exit and boarded home. 

I got home about 15 minutes later than usual, but luckily nobody was home. probably did something together and pretended i didn't exist, once again. i didn't mind too much though. i just went to my room with my earbuds in and started on homework. 

About an hour later i was just laying on my extremely uncomfortable bed listening to music when my bitch of a mom barged in. "Guess who just called me? Your principal. She said you skipped school today." she complained loudly. "I didn't skip, iswear i was there all da-" she cut me off. "I don't want to hear your bullshit! Give me your laptop." "Mom, you already have my laptop." i rolled my eyes. "Don't you sass me like that you worthless peice of shit! Give me your phone!" "You have my phone too." i lied, since I was sitting on my phone. "Fine!" she stomped out and i heard her lock the door. i got under my covers, put my earbuds back in, and just listined to music for a couple hours until i fell asleep.