I was on a realy big party in LA. I just wanted to dance, chat and laught with other people. I looked around the area and suddenly appears a tall man in front of me, big hazel green eyes, dark hair and lips that I'd never dreamed of. It felt like the people around us moved faster than we do, it was like a Hollywoodmovie. He was so hot. I were lost in my thoughts and as i got back to reality the man was gone. I looked for him but i didn't found him. Suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder. It was him!! He had two drinks in his hands. "Hi I'm Carrie" I said. "Nice to meet you Carrie, i'm Shannon." His voice was so deep and sexy, it melted my heart. "Are you coming from here?" he asked. "Yeah and you?" "yes…uhm… i has to say good bye. Can i have your number?" "oh… uhm… yes. But why are you leaving now?" "i had to work tomorrow." I gave my number to him and said good bye. I went home, too. After i woke up i got some coffee and hoped Shannon will call. But there was no call and no message for months. I felt sad, my thoughts git crazy. was it my fault?? I called my best friend Becky, i told her about Shannon and started to cry. "Oh no please tell my that you didn't fall in love! You don't know him. Forget him!!" "I can't! I can't forget his eyes or his voice" "i've got an idea, tonight we go out!" " no i'm not in that mood" " don't say no, i will come at 7 to pick you up. See you" "Becky don't…… Uh to late" I went in my bedroom and dressed me up. I wore a black tight dress and white highheels. My brown curls fell over my shoulders. The doorbell rings, Becky was there to pick me up. " darling you look gorgeous" "Thanks honey you too" The men's eyes in the club were on us. I don't liked that feeling. We went on the dancefloor and danced like never before. The music was fantastic. I forgot all my worries till I saw Shannon, drumming on the stage. "what is he doing here" i was shocked. "Who?" "Shannon! Over there on the stage" "Holy shit! That's Shannon???" "yes" "now i know what you mean" He saw me and jumped down the stage. I went away, don't wanted to talk to him. He yelled my name, but i didn't listened to him. Becky got in his way and shouted at him "you broke her heart." He explaines that he lost his phone and the hope to see me again. "This hope is really gone" Becky said with angry voice. The next months won't go over. My thoughts were always with him. I turned on the TV to get some other thoughts. I stoped on MusicTV where a great song was on. It was called "Hurricane" by Thirty Seconds To Mars. I had this song in my mind for days. Some days later i saw the video for the song. I couldn't believe it. There was Shannon!!!!! No it can't be, i'm dreaming! I looked for my laptop and searched for Mars. I found something and read some pages. "Oh holy! Please! I'm bagging! What happened? i'm love with a star?" i screamed out loud and started to cry. I can't love him, he's a star! everyone knowes him! I turned out TV and laptop and sat me on my bed. For days no one could call me, i were deeply shocked. My doorbell rings, it was Becky " hun, is everything alright? i'm worried" "Uhm…no, i saw Shannon again" "where?" "on TV, i'll show you" I showed her the pages i had read. "Oh my god! Hun, you had to talk to him! No matter if he is a star" " i know, but how?" " wait! I know someone i can talk to" She went outside to the garden an talked over an hour to her phone. "Hun, i got it" "so what? tell me!!" "We could get two VIP-Tickets for tonight" "Okay and now?" "we should come there than we get behind stage." "First concert than talk… huh?" "yeah" " than there is just one opinion" We dressed up and drove to the arena , got our VIP's and went behind stage to a little room. Someone knocks on the door. "Come in" Becky said. "Carrie? You are really here!!!" "Shannon! That's your work huh?" "Yes. I'm sorry. I should have tell you erlier!" "Yeah you should." "We talk later okay? i has to get ready for the show." "Okay see you." "See you later, enjoy it!" Oh my god my heart beat so hard! "Carrie? Earth to Carrie?" "Yeah, i'm there…" "You really love him huh?" "I think so." "Think so?" she laughted. We were picked up for the show and stand in the dark near the stage. It was amazing how the guys got crazy on stage and i loved it to saw Shannon banged his drums. The show was over and we went back to our room. And again it knocks on the door. "Shannon? come in!" "hi i wanted to introduce to you Tomo and my little Bro Jared." "Hi i'm Carrie and thats Becky." "Oh you are the girl Shannon talked about every day." Jared smiled. "Did he?" "hell yeah he did, every single day" Tomo laughted. "I think you two have something to talk about" Jared said. "Yes they did. Can i come with you guys?" They left the room so Shannon and i were alone. "The last time wie saw eachother Becky told me i broke your heart." "You did although we didn't know eachother." "I'm so sorry! I couldn't forget you all the time. I'm lost in your light blue eyes." "I couldn't too" "Carrie? i like you and i wanted to ask you if you'll go out with me" "Yes it would be a pleasure." We talked all night long. We had many dates in the next 3 weeks, it was wonderful. But one night someone saw Shannon and told it the press where he was. I don't wanted to start rumors about him so i hide behind some other people as we got out the restaurant. He drove me homeand kissed me on my cheek to say good bye. In the morning i read the newspaper. Shit they got a picture of us, now the rumors will start! I called Shannon " hi babe, whats up?" "Did you read the news today?" "No but i hold it rifht now in my hand." "Than take a look! i'm so sorry.…" "Oh babe, don't worry about that. Let them talk!" " okay when you say it…" "everything is alright babe! Oh befor i forget it i will pick you up at 8. Vicky and Tomo planed a party." "Okay, i'll be ready than." "See you later. I love you babe" " see you, i love you too" Wait does he say i love you? It was already 9 and Shannon didn't pick me up, i called Vicky "hi Vicky is Shannon.there?" "No he wanted to pick up yet" "He doesn't come, i'll be there in 10 minutes." Is something happend to him? I drove to Tomo and Vicky and huged them.to say hello. I got some drinks and talked to Tomo, Vicky and Jared. I liked them they were crazy like me. It's midnight and Shannon were still not there. "Vicky? i'll say good bye and look for Shannon" "It's okay. But please call me if you find him" "i will! Good bye" I left the party and drove to Shannon's house. The light were on in every room and the door was open a bit. I yelled his name, no reaction. I heard his voice, he was talking to someone. It's a woman! good god he found a girlfriend and doesn't tell me. I went upstairs to got to his bedroom, the door was open so i could listen to them. "No! You can't tell her!" "Shannon, we must! She has to know it!" "no, that will ruin everything, Becky!" What? becky? What is she doing here?! In that moment my handbag fell down to floor and they heard it. "Who is there?" Shannon screamed. I grabbed my stuff and wanted to run out but Shannon was faster than me. "Carrie babe, what are you doing here?" " i were worried, you don't pick me up and don't answered your phone……" "Oh i'm so sorry! fuck! How can i make it up?" "You don't have to, the important thing is that you are okay" "Did you here anything?" "Yes! whats going on between you two?!" "Nothing worse! i promise" Becky said. "What should i don't know?" "Please, we can't tell you babe…" "than it's something bad" "Babe, its something good!!" "we must tell her Shannon! carrue we planed a brithdayparty for you…" "wha…what?? oh no i'm sorry i ruined it…" "No! everything is fine babe!" We talked all night about that ruined plan. A week later we celebrated my birthday. Normaly snow was already fall on my birthday, actually its in december, but this year there was no snow. At midnight i blew out the candles on my cake and suddenly the snow began to fall. We went outside and watched it. It was wonderful to saw this with my family, friends and the love of my life. After we got back in Shannon said he wanted to talk to me alone. We went in my bedroom and before i could close my door Shannon kissed me. " Babe, i love you. In all this weeks and months i got to know you and to love you. I'll never leave you!" My tears started to fall and i kissed him with all my love……
