Chris's pov
No one would ever like me im short with super soft hair. Its now the first time in my new school in second grade. I walked into my class and was in shock i think i was in love. She came to the door and i was blown away she is gorgeous i was thinking of her nonstop. Time went on i realized id be alone for a long time the word that i would keep here haunts me "NO NO NO" over and over again. Third fourth and fifth grade came and went with no luck people came and left people started dating and i was alone. "How long will it be until i find someone who likes me. " i never had a girlfriend or even kissed someone i started thinking that day would never come
And got depressed a lot and when everyone teated me badly thats how i treated them back. Seventh grade no luck got angrier and sadder. I never truly liked someone for who they are not how they look. I think i became bipolar but who knows. No became they word that would kill me suicide thoughts came into my mind and would not leave me alone. Freshman in H.S. everything took a turn for the worse i really realized i will NEVER find love it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was bullied in the past ignored it didn't let it get to me more suicide thoughts all though being a senior no love i will never be loved. I thought i would die alone. Thy say "leave ur heart open and love will always find its way in i left it open and no love never came into my life i was right.
Thats what i thought but there is still time i am still only a freshman lets hope love will come in. The first time they meet me they judge me because i was mean but its that or always being sad because thats how i know to express myself thats how people treated me by being mean. Theres always a chance "JUST LEAVE YOUR HEART OPEN AND LOVE WILL ALWAYS FIND ITS WAY IN
