You could've been here
It was crucial for me, essential, you to be here
I said "It doesn't matter, if you can't make it, you don't have the time."
But it does matter..
Because you said "Baby, it's ok, I'll make it, for you I would create time."
Harrowing is that you indeed had the time...
You said you'd be here...
I'm standing there as I wait for you watching through the door but time's elapsing.
They realize as they say "It's ok let's cut the cake" Making this heartbreaking.
You said you'd be here..
How tragic is that everyone's here..
Except someone that I truly care..
They realize there's someone missing as they say
"Go wash your face, you're great."
But do compliments really matter if they're not from you?
I remember you said you'd be here..
I'm in my best clothes, I even have that hat you gave me
I remember you said this hat's just for you
But you're not here..to see it being just for me
Gloomy is the feeling I got when
I remember you said you'd be here..
Everyone's watching,all eyes on me,
Seconds become hours,time won't fly
I don't know what to do
What do you do when your loved one lets you down
And everybody knows he did it..
What do you do when 20 people laughing and having fun but the day's yours,but you're right there and down..
It was like I was paralyzed by it,
Tears streaming down my face,
Apology is not the case
You said you'd be here..
And I knew you did it..
You lost me as you had fun
And I knew I did it...
I had fun as with you I was done
It was my day to be mine,
I couldn't even run,
Something had to be done,
It was my day to cry and lie,
It was my day to die.
You said you'd be here..
Funny is the call you make after that two days..
Saying "Baby,I got drunk,slept",It was not the case
Saying "I'm sorry,I'll make it up to you",Baby I'm not to chase
I waited too long to see that blue eyes,
Now I see daylight..
I remember the exact moment,in that lovely sunlit room,how you said you'd be here...
