My Everything [Renmin]

My Everything

"My Everything.

You're my night and even my day.

You're what makes my hear skip a beat.

You're what makes time stop.

You make me cry with laughter and you make me laugh while crying.

When I believe I can't go on, I just replay our song.

Because you're my everything.

Without you, I wouldn't be here.

I'd be nothingness blowing in the wind.

When you hug me, I take in your warmth.

When I hug you, I feel all of my scars heal themselves.

After a long day, a day when I feel like I should give up, I see you.

You could simply breathe in my direction and everything will be okay.

Because you are you, and that's enough for me.

You're my everything.

How I wish I could protect your days.

Your nights.

But unfortunately, I couldn't.

And now, your scars aren't healing.

I can't heal my everything's hurt.

The hurt that I caused.

But for my everything, I will lose anything.

Because you're my everything."

He finished with a sob.

Jaemin had never been a poetic person, but he had stayed up every night for the past week.

Writing.

'What are you writing?' his mother would ask.

'Nothing.' he would always answer.

Little did she know, it was everything.

It was for his everything that he may never see again.

He looked out into the crowd of his now crying teachers and classmates.

Although he was glad he was able to move them, he continued to gaze on.

"Jaemin," the principal called out to him, wiping tears of his own.

"Yes sir?"

"If you are comfortable with me asking, who is 'your everything'?"

Jaemin looked up at the man, tears welling up his eyes.

"Well sir, my everything is-"

"Jaemin!" a voice screamed to him.

He looked back into the crowd.

And there was his everything.

In all of his beautiful glory.

Hospital gown still on.

Band-aids and patches up and down his arms.

Fluffy blonde hair everywhere.

But a smile painted brightly on his face.

"There is my everything, sir." Jaemin answered the man, but his eyes were still on Renjun.

His everything.

His everything who had survived.

Who fought for him.

Because Jaemin was his everything.

And Renjun was Jaemin's everything.

Once you get your everything, you never want to lose it.