December 23, 2020

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So I had sherlockian_demigod or Aukai. I am well aware this is awful so here we go.

A million different thoughts
Go through my head
when I think of you
I wish I could write them all down
But I know that's impossible

I want to tell you what you mean to me
But I know that you hate compliments
Yet I need you to know

You make me happy on my saddest of days
You make me smile when I want to break
You make me laugh when I want to cry
And I don't understand why

Is it strange to say all these things?
That you feel like the world to me
Maybe I'm being dramatic
But I swear that you light up my day

Gosh this sounds like a love letter
Vow that's not what is
But then I guess it kind of is
You're my friend
You're my family
And I don't know
How to say

After all, how can you say
That a stranger you've never met
lights up your day

And perhaps I'm moving to fast
And perhaps this scares you away
But you feel like a sister I never got to have

How can I say
that I feel more comfortable with you
with the others too
then I do with my own family

I tell you things I've told no one else
I've told you frustrations that I always hide
I've shows emotion where there's usually a mask
And all I seem to want to do is show you more

You all mean so much to me
And I have you to thank for all of that
You brought us together
With your words and ideas
You made it possible for us all
And so I thank you a million times

I don't know what else to say
I don't know how to describe
All the feelings and thoughts that come to mind
When I think of you

You're like the stars in the ocean
Twinkling Twinkling
Shining down making light
Patterns in the sky
Telling a story I can never understand
Something deep as the depts
Beautiful as the mountains
A world that I want to explore

A trillion different thoughts
Go through my mind when I think of you
Wish I could say them all
But I know that that's impossible
They change second by second
More come flooding in

It might seem crazy
Caring so much
about someone you've never met
But haven't I met you?
Isn't this real?
Know I don't know you
But gods do I want to

Doesn't that seem weird
I haven't even met you
You don't even know my name
Never seen my face
How can you care?
How can you love?
You don't know me
Yet I still feel your love

Look I know there's a lot here
Know it doesn't make sense
But what I've been trying so hard to say
Is that you light up my day

Aukai you mean so much to me. I love you I really do. You are the reason that I met the rest of our family. I thank you so much for that. You mean so much to me. You make me so happy. You are so kind and caring and beautiful more than words could say. I love you so much. I usually really bad at expressing my emotions and making friends but with you, with the rest of the family too, I don't feel like I have to put on some act and I love you all for that. So thank you Aukai, for bringing us together with your words and ideas and for being such a magnificent person and friend.

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