Do you really want to hear my story? It isn't a nice one. My story is horrible. Pathetic. Just like me. I'm horrible. I'm pathetic. My mum died on my 5th birthday. It was my fault. My dad and my brother never talked to me after that again. And if they do, they just tell me how worthless I am. They abused me and my own dad even raped me a few times. School's not much better. Everyone in that world of hell hates me. I don't believe in love. People just act like they care when in reality they don't give a shit. My name is Niall Horan and I want to end my life.