i used to think the worst feeling in the world was losing someone you love , but i was wrong .The worst feeling in the world is the moment that you realize you're lost yourself.When you realize that yourself is changing into something you didn't want to become ... one cold motherfucker...I feel like i'm going crazy .. I'm totally paranoid all the time . I really am trying to laugh to cover the tears but ... it's hard ... Some days i'm just feel like turning off my phone. Packing up my shirt .Leaving without saying a word and going ghost for a few weeks. This just because of you ... You make me feel like that ... Because ...