This book, is a book about how I fell in love with my first love. This is an emotional roller coaster and although my friend's tried to warn me about him, he was slowly changing into the Godly person I saw him becoming. Too soon, he fell back to the person everybody believed he was, as he later not only tries to be the godly man he is called to be, but becomes a better man. His name will never be said for privacy reasons. Therefore, I will be using a different name. He never was the bad guy in my eyes, and never will be. This will be in my point of view amongst this mess that still to this day, gets to me. I invite you all to grab a box of tissues and cry over my story of love, and heartache. And that everything I wrote in this book, especially the first two chapters, are in the past and will forever be in the past. My friend Alannah Croxton is writing the 2nd book! It's called 'falling in love'.