Tears. Regret. Pain. It wouldn't stop. I didn't want it. This. I was simply forced into this. All this was not my choice. They all blamed me. And I couldn't blame them either. Alcohol. Euphoria Elixir. Cheering Charms. I know I shouldn't rely on drugs and fire whiskey to make me happy, but I was addicted and I couldn't bring myself to do something so accustomed. I knew I needed something else to make me happy. But I couldn't find it.