He knew he'd never change, no matter what happened. But he wore a plastic smile anyway, lied to everyone he met, all the while not realising his actions would come back to haunt him in the future... When everything gets too much and he asks for help, he knows he won't receive anything. He knew he was messing things up from the very beginning, but did he change? No, and he might even regret it; just a little bit. ----- I don't know what I'm doing with my life, but I'm writing yaoi, and it's going to have a happy end because there's too much depressing shizaya out there in the world