I was chosen for him and him for me. It was required of every 19 year old to be paired this way. Our population as in decline. Young people in the prim of their lives were meant to save the country from extinction. But I dont want this I dont want any of this. I'm not the mothering type. But they need proof that their system works so I'm watched everywhere. Its not that he isnt nice and sweet. I just don't know how I could love someone who I'm force to be with.