Him. He was the one I fell for and the one who will put me in a grave. I know what he is capable of. His past tells everything but I look over his past and I looking at his future the one I was going to spend forever in with him. I cried to myself thinking about worst. "Babe, are you ready to go." He spoke from downstairs. As I got off the bed I couldn't help but shed a tear. "Yes, I'm coming." I replied back with my voice cracking. "Tia, whats wrong." He asked concerned. He said while walking to the doorway . "Can you sit down with me for a second. I have to tell you something." I grabbed his hand and led him to bed. I looked him in the eyes right then I felt like I wasn't worth anything anymore. Not to him. Not to anyone. "Tia please tell me whats wrong." He pleaded as the stroked my hair. Its either now or never I thought to myself. "Jacob, What ever happens just know that I love you and I think we should.........."