"Everything inside of my body screams of pain. There's no one to blame for the shattered pieces of my heart except him. To hurt physically by his hand is less painful because it's easier to endure. Much less his words were like cuts to my wounds to which he ripped open. But I love him. As sick as my mentality was, I couldnt leave him. Not because he couldn't't let me go, but because I needed him." WARNING: I DONT OWN THE SHOW.THIS FANFICTION IS NOT MEANT FOR EVERYONE BECAUSE IT CONTAINS SENSITIVE SUBJECT OF VIOLANCE IN A RELATIONSHIP. IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, PLEASE DONT READ.