"in the darkness, people look happier than the day. everyone else knows where they're supposed to be. but only I walk without purpose. but still, blending in with them is more comfortable. the internet, which has swallowed up the night, hands me an entirely different world. i want to be free. i want to be free from freedom, because right now, i am happy, but i am unhappy. i am looking at myself through the internet, and all i can say is that i wish i could love myself." daniel howell x reader