I've always been bad at making decisions. Soup or salad? Paper or plastic? Considering that I can't even make these simple decisions, having to pick between guys is not going to be easy. ~Today was the day. This has already gone on too long, and I take full responsibility for that. Amanda and Ally had reassured me that it wasn't all my fault, and what I was about to do had to be done, but that didn't make it any easier, and it didn't make me feel any less guilty. I was about to break his heart.~