every chapter will be based off a song, which is listed at the beginning of every chapter. also, warnings for swearing, abusive mentally physically and verbally, and maybe smut in the future. maybe. --- so, you're a youtuber with 3 million subscribers. hiding your abusive boyfriend, from well, your fans. what happens when you meet your idols, the sidemen? is it the start of something great? or the beginning of something horrifying....