And there I was, on my knees, the shower water pouring over me as the emotion storm found its way out of my soul, escaping from the prison I had locked it in with all the laugh I faked and all the smiles I forced, turning into tears that left my eyes just to mix with the water and never be seen. I raised my head and looked up looking for the love of God to help me go through this. I prayed for help, because I could not go through this anymore, I prayed for his love to touch my soul and save it from the dark it kept falling into just to take away the life from my body...