"Your daughter is going to die." Well, shit. After months of overwhelming headaches and constant nighttime nosebleeds, you convince your mom to take you to the doctor, where you find out that you have about three months to live. Time is going fast as your family starts preparing for you to die, but all you can think about is your impending death and the first and last love you'll ever have. "I've always loved you." (SMUT) - This story contains smut, but it's your choice to read it. (Reader is 15 years old AND Namjoon's younger adopted sister, but Namjoon is like 17 so it can't be horribly weird.) I am fourteen, so don't comment that I am a weirdo for writing about teenage Namjoon. ! The resemblances of the leading male character have been altered to match Kim Namjoon or RM of BTS to help readers feel attached to him. None of the events that happen in this book actually happened, as it's purely a work of fiction. Do not steal and/or take credit for this work or proper precautions may be taken and the story will be deleted. Cover was made by me. Story idea was made by me. Chapters were written and organized by me. Enjoy!