Sequel to Shy Boy (Klance) Lance and Keith were going to college now, they had bills to pay, jobs to do, and classes to fail. But now Christmas was around the corner and they were planning a trip to the McClain household. Little did they know, Lance's childhood nightmare was there. His dad. "Lance are you okay" "You've been quiet lately are you alright?" "Babe?" But, Keith still had things going on too, for example, he finally found his birth mom, and Lance had to stay happy for Keith. Though he felt like he was slowly dying each day. There was only one thought that helped him stay sane enough for his boyfriend. "If I lose myself, I lose it all"