Life is a competition. It revolves around what others think of you and what you want them to think, what dwells in your head and who you want dead, what you'd like to not feel but have to feel anyways. Its a competition of what ifs and maybes and how much and ifs and its all a joke. Because one day it'll all end, and all you did was for nothing. Nothing at all, just to make others feel better, because everything you do is for others, and you can't argue otherwise.