'There. It's done. After all these months of me trying to avoid my attraction to my brother In-law I've finally given in to that attraction. I know it's wrong but I can't avoid these feelings. These butterflies that are going crazy each time I caught him looking in my direction or when he brushes against accidentally or tried talking to me. He have finally given me the attention I've always wanted, someone who is not a girl acknowledge my existence. Surprised there because all these guys stay clear of me. I guess am too plain for them. I'm the last person my sister wanted to talked to she avoid me like the plague I am. I guess I deserved that after she caught her boyfriend and I making out in my room.