"dear celia, you ruin me" ~*~ My hand was frozen, my eyes glued to the words on the page. I couldn’t think of what to write, not even a single word, because that’s what Celia did to me. She broke me down into pieces and set fire to the ruins. She left me speechless, numb, and so goddamn lost; set astray from everything else that existed. The monster. My hand gripped the pencil. I trembled. I hated her. I hated everything.