this story is a continuation i wrote back 5years ago entitled build trust from far far away by Jitaldaveidul. Since I cant access anymore that account so I will continue in this account. I will soon copy that book in this account so you will have an idea why I am writing this. To give you some idea, that book with 33chapters I wrote in detail how I met my first love and how badly we loose contact. it was all from my heart that love and pain i in their. Anyway, before we blocked each other I told to him and to myself that one day I will follow him in India and in that time I finished my degree and already have a job. And who would thought that this book will be all my thoughts and experience in my present time. I am now in India. I finished my degree and I have a stable job working behind my laptop. and I emailed him as i memorise his email address, and he replied that HE IS ALSO IN INDIA. This book will not about him but I will also share how I made my dream come true and I will share my experience in 2years without him and now that I am almost going to meet him. I hope you will find this book interesting and a book that feels you love and being hopeful to the future.