Remember when you said that if I'm there by your side nothing else would matter, you'd hold my hand when I'm around and you'd have my shoulder to rest when you're feeling low. Remember when you said you're always gonna be right by my side when i needed you, no matter what would happen. Remember when you said you loved me and i said that I love you too and the way you came close and kissed me. Remember when you were sad and didn't want to talk to anyone but me and i was there for you. Remember all the dumb things we did just to see each other, even if it was glance of each other's face, we made it happen. I hope you remember all that we were giving up and everything that we were holding on to, you and me, were inseparable. Remember? Or was it just me? Holding on to something that was never yours and what hurts more is losing something that you thought was yours but never really was. Yes, I didn't have high hopes or expectations but I didn't expect that you'd do it to me,what you were so afraid of, you'd just come to me with it and leave me in the middle of nowhere, you knew everything's that happened but you did it anyway. You were the illumination in my life, you said everything and when the time came look at what happened. I was wrong again and remember when i told that we'd never fall apart, maybe its all my fault, of doing, saying, not expecting but i fell for it anyway and I'm right there, again.