Looking for a Beta Reader for My Mafia Dark Romance fiction

I've looked everywhere for a beta. Even posted on forums and asked people on reddit and so on. It seems like I can't seem to get lucky like everyone else with a beta and get one or two for my writing.

I haven't published anything, fiction/fanfiction for over a year because I have become incredibly self conscious about my work. And now, I am finally reaching out for help. If anyone is willing to provide me some help on finding a beta ASAP, that would also be great.

If you yourself are looking to be my beta, that would be awesome. Please let me know.

I am big on perception and need to see my story through other people's eyes and receive their opinions and criticisms before I think my work worthy enough to publish. It is only fair. B