Why were you special? You were just another individual working under the powerful Kylo Ren. Based on what everyone says apparently he lacks any type of emotion but anger and hatred. He was not one to become close with someone else much less the individual that would be known to be his assistant. Personal assistant; and the job included things you didn't know you signed up for. Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in the story. Some heavy language and sexual activity will happen as well as other triggering topics. Please read at your own risk and enjoy!