This is about Kim Jonghyun of SHINee. So I wrote this about someone who is very dear to me who I lost a few years ago of which has affected me greatly ever since. I love him more than anything, you did well bby <3 I'll be adding more parts often !! Please don't say I'm just focussing on his death that is not it at all. I'm just simply expressing the emotions I've been through while dealing with this.