I swallowed. It was either this, or I survive but not really live. That would be more painful for the people around me. I'd rather leave them all with the memories of me, happy and healthy. Suddenly my decision became crystal clear. I knew the right thing to do. "one month it is then." Kaylee lives life. Her life isn't over perfect but it's not too bad either. She is perfectly content with how everything is going except for the fact that the love of her life hates her. But even that's not so bad when you get over the fact you used to be best friends. Suddenly she finds out she has just one month to live. Then she starts to see how messed up her life really is.