You think I'm happy. You would think I have a good life. I would too, if I wasn't stuck living it. I smile when I should be crying. But no one knows it's just an act. When you make an offensive joke to me,I laugh it off. But in my head... I imagine the metal razor that sits on my bath tub. No one understand that their words hurt. No one understands how much I can take. If you saw me, you would think I was generally happy. I smile, I laugh, when I wanna be crying. Do you ever feel lonely? even when your surrounded by people? Cause that's how I feel. Every. Single. Day.