Deja vu! Or should I say a gilmpse of my memory ...I don't know. They say 'Forget it.Don't try to remember them.' But they don't know that the two c.b.s are not only my friends but also my whole world revolves around them.Then who am I to forget them? Are you freaking kidding with me?Some people also seem to ask me,"Do you love them?"oh dear , don't you love yourself or some parts of your body like heart or brain? Then you have my answer.Some people even don't try to hide their curiosity, "Are you depressed?"Yeah.I'm ..I'm floating on the sea of depression. ...I always feel like I'm hanging in the mid air.I can't fall down because I'm tied with shackle s. I can't fly away anymore cause they broke off my wings.I'm feeling suffocated.. The story is not about cilche romance.....It's about three friends who used to call themselves the three convincing bastards....who weren't meant to be together. ...If one is south pole ,the other is north pole and the another is the middle line who connected the other two.....One is silent ,serious & calculative convincing bastard, other is smiling & funny convincing bastard and the another is gentle & righteous convincing bastard. ..They seemed to be incompatible but the truth is opposite. "I regret for falling in love with you.No,I don't regret for the wonderful time I have with you.But knowing everything I won't be able to trust you.Believe me,I want to lean on your shoulders,I want get married with you ,bear your children, then die in your arms and enter into Jannat holding your hands.But it won't be possible.We both know it.That's why it hurts more.It hurts like hell." P.s:The cover pic isn't mine ...It's collected from an app.... My English isn't so good ...please read it on your own risk. .