That was his first cigarette, the first sin. Jay always thought that Jungwon was the perfect mixture between holy and sinful, so sweetly forbidden, like a devil's delight. Satan fell in love and risked his life to save an angel, holy sin, sacrifice for a soul that was only precious when corrupted. "He looks sad.. I want him" - "Would you dare to come with me and become a sinner for one night?" "I-I will but- I don't want this night to be the only one.. please, take me with you. Let's run away together, just- please.. don't leave me" (... ) "Deal". A book full of first times and last goodbyes. ⚠Trigger warning in the first chapter ⚠